Well fuck.
I killed a cat tonight.
On my normal night walk route there is this section of about two blocks where one side of the sidewalk is a concrete wall and the other is the road. The wall is about 7 feet tall and there is this maybe 1.5 foot tall section at the bottom of it that is raised from the sidewalk. As I get to the wall all of a sudden I notice a cat on that raised section and it notices me. This happened when we were like a yard apart. The cat freaked out and ran into the street and I saw it get hit by a car. It then leapt back to the sidewalk, now on the ground level, and started licking its leg that must have been broken.
I was freaked out and immediately googled who to call to help an injured cat. Once I found a number and was talking to some lady I looked over and it wasn't moving. It was dead but I didn't know it yet. I mean, I just saw it not die after getting hit and leap back to the sidewalk. I didn't want to touch it cause I'm not looking to get attacked by any cat not named Athena so I threw a pebble next to it and it didn't move. Its eyes were half open so I took my flashlight and shined it in its eyes and they didn't react. I also couldn't see its chest move to breathe. So the cat was dead.
Freaking huge bummer.