For the last three or four weeks I have tried to just put aside all the negativity and really enjoy Sirius XM. Telling myself that with 17-19 million subs, they will find a way to work it out. It was working. Enjoying the Stern show. Enjoying Sirius XMU. Political talk. Putting away the music snobbery and enjoying Hits 1. Having fun listening and dissecting the playlist on The Beat. Real Jazz. Backspin. Listening to The Loft become a great station to listen to. (Not quite Disorder but I think I'm okay with that.) 90's on 9. Then--Boom. Echostar this. Echostar that. Could I wake up one day, like tomorrow, and it all be gone? Really? Sad.